You ever do something as a kid, and then look back, and say wow. i was really bad at that.
Thats kinda how I am with EVERYTHING artistic.
But you know what? it makes me feel better. I used to think blogs were damn near the dumbest thing ever, as, why would you want to post your journal online for others to read. But now that I'm where i am in my life right now, i understand. Its not my journal i wanna post online. its that thing i wanna shout, at the top of my lungs, but i know that I'm not aloud to say it to anyone that cares. But katie stopped checking this, and i dont think anyone that knows my name ever will read this, s